Having
been re-text'd by flourishing human companions and a seasons of time, I
have perceived a niche among the world in the form of a poetic
(missional) statement using language that I name as Christian Atheism.
It comes from recent emerging seasons of honest doubt and learning to speak differently, knowing
"What we cannot speak about we must pass over in silence." (Tractatus
Logico-Philosophicus, L. Wittgenstein), and a prayer of Meister Eckhart, “I pray God make me free of God."
Sun rises
sun sets
returning
to the Way it is.
imagining
shalom
beholding
riven things
co-existing
among minjung
re-text’d
by word become wind.
orienting
disorienting
reorienting
enduring
overcoming
fragility
doubt
injustice
danger.
sagacity
creating
beyond itself
surprising
serendipitous
events.
may humanity
flourish
rebound.
sun sets
returning
to the Way it is.
imagining
shalom
beholding
riven things
co-existing
among minjung
re-text’d
by word become wind.
orienting
disorienting
reorienting
enduring
overcoming
fragility
doubt
injustice
danger.
sagacity
creating
beyond itself
surprising
serendipitous
events.
may humanity
flourish
rebound.
Over
much time contemplating the past and current context of Christian theology and
the manifestations of religious practice in Christian tradition, I continue to re-tool language that allows me to be truthful while conveying reality intelligibly in a fragmented world filled with harsh realities. In doing so (an ongoing project), I have come to realize what Peter
Rollins seeks to express in his evolving theology of Christian atheism. Christian
atheism has come to be a necessary practice in this age where a religious view of life that
sees everything as working towards an ultimate plan ultimately controlled by a
sovereign God (deus ex machina) must die at the cross where Jesus cries out, “My God, My God,
why have you forsaken me.” Thus our participation in this crucifixion means
laying down that worldview and that concept of God (or "cut off from the system that we construct and which constructs us"). We must embrace the pain,
the darkness, and the uncertainty that are real. In place of this “religion” Peter
Rollins says “[T]he Resurrection points us to a new way of living and thinking
of God. God is not an object to be loved, but he is found in the very act of
loving others” (the ultimate inclusion of "all" who are captured in the almost hackneyed phrase which still points to the perfection worth shouting for, viz., 'for God so loved the WORLD' [male, female, gay, straight, Jew, Muslim, "criminal", ignorant religious, conservative christian, etc.]). Insurrection, New York: Howard Books, 2001, p.
123.